:: MiL oLhArEs ::

First my wharf – he walked away and slayed my heart
Then my dad, my hero, my life
Unexpectedly left this world, my world, all I had
All I had inside

Then silentium amoris no longer existed
and my soul faded away
I couldn’t bear any longer
that fucking stinging pain

How could I have been so dumb,
How could I allow my heart be stung?

To get worse and worse
Another part of me was extinguished
All against my will again
And all I could feel was that I would never have anything else to gain

I found myself in a deep and putrid place
Hating the world, dying in a fast pace
Bleeding wrists
Distasteful fists

Why was hell lying upon me?

Then when the light decided to give itself a try
And fight against my soul
To enter through that
Disgraceful hole

Just when my burden was about
To become a little lighter
And changes started getting
A bit closer and a bit brighter

I opened my book of confession
And Helio I found again
Together with his words
I almost found pain again

But my soul prohibited that feeling
And all it wanted to gift me with
Was a huge and unadulterated
Soft and calm feeling of peace